This is the past .
Baby came down with Gavin without telling me leis . D: saw them jitao knn chuatio lah . -.- fuckfuckfuck . :'( left shop ard 10plus pm . Reached home ard , 11plus pm . Baby and Gavin trained to Pasir Ris , was darn fucked up at first . Maybe , I was like too tired to talk things out nicely , alright . My bad D: I apologise . Alright ? (sigh) Also , maybe its like I've too many things to cope recently things aren't that good for me , what I'm going thru , is what you all won't get a taste of it , okay ? Fuck .
use your fcuking name . No point using the
word fcuk lah hor , knn . P'ussy . [[;
Wasn,t late today , walked to Bras Basah alone D: to buy the unit numbers . On the way there , "tiffed" with baby lah . Walked back , darn hot .
Baby said he ain,t coming down . Was so darn fucked up lor . But , in the end they were in Bugis alrd . :/ wtf , dua me lah . Asshole . *laugh* left quite late today . Helped Jenn with the oven . And , will have to bring the darnfucking hifi set down tmr , fuckfuckfuck !
Reply : Hi , ha ha . Alright , anw it,s alright lah .
Just reached home and bathed .
Jenn was darn dulan today , cause she just stayed over in the shop til 5plus am last night , and when Karen tried to like keep something this afternoon , she spilled the 1litre paint on the darn floor D: was like 'what-the-fuck' when I saw it lah .
Papa came to like "help" -.- went to Rochor to get thinner and korosene (uh ?) cleaned the chairs and some furniture , also soaked her curtians in water , but it just don,t work lah . Ard 9plus pm cleaned the floor , with thinner but seemed to get worst . In the end settled most of it with water , nothing just water -.- fuck lah . Shud have tried earlier , Gavin knn buey steady derh leis , baby helped lah . But , Gavin was like sleeping there lor . Cb leis , left ard 10plus with mummy , Gavin and baby . *laugh* they trained with me but , got down at Jurongeast instead of Cityhall , ard not bad lah . [[;
Reply : Suresure , hah . It,s alright lah . :D
Reply : Ohalright , hah .
Baby,s sleeping on the other end of my line . :x LOL , we,re on the phone lah . But , he,s sleeping .
Alright , so I,m here just to reply comments lur also , a very short post . I,m so fucking tired lah :/ reached shop ard 4plus pm , was like raining . Karen and Jenn,re both busy with , renovations stuff . Wanted to go over to Bras Basah to get unit number's number . But , Jenn says they,re closed alrd . It was ard , 9plus pm lah . So , didn,t went to Rochor instead but they sells those smaller ones , Jenn doesn,t want them -.- went back to shop lor .
Karen left ard 10pm , I left at 10plus pm lah . Baby , called accompanied me on the phone til , I,m home . Oh-yes , I love you lah !
Joleen . :/
mah . *laugh*
xoxo
Reply : Oh , will change it soon , sweetheart .
Reply : Yah , I know her quite long alrd . :/
I know I didn,t post last night . :x sorry lah .
Ytd was Karen,s birthday at the same time it,s my 9th month with baby . Left shop quite early , it,s papa,s idea okay . :D went to celebrate Karen,s birthday with Karen , Jenn , Papa , baby came also . Went to Swensens' for dinner , and blew Karen,s birthday cake lah . -.-
After that , went to Chijmes ; Dicovery Bar .
Karen doesn,t seem to enjoy herself leis . D: Idk why lah . Papa , gave us Carlsberg , which baby doesn,t like that type of beer lah -.- still boh bian , must drink ahborh later , papa disiao . D: went off ard 1plus am . Baby sent me home , in cab damn shak . Fuckfuckfuck :/ buey tahan lah . Reached home ard 2plus am . Damn seh . Karen msgd , didn,t even know what am I replying :x baby called me when he,s home . Talk til ard 4plus am . Cannot tahan alrd , toh lah .
My friendster,s like so screwed . D:
Baby,s still at his aunt,s house playing mahjong :/ it,s our 9th month lah . *clap* we,ve came so far together . Though , it,s like 276days alrd . It doesn,t seem convicing man . :D If tmr is my last day , I,ll love you til today baby . You just mean that much to me lah . :D I seemed to love you more , everytime we quarrel and , ignore each other . That doesn,t mean I like to quarrel with you :x *laugh* but , I just can,t seem to stop loving you . You,re who I am today . I love you .
Meeting baby when the sun rises :o alright , I know it,s like 1plus am alrd and , I,ve to work tmr . But , I ain,t tired lah . Just bored manzxz , can someone entertain me ? :D
xoxo
Wasn,t home for almost the whole day . Wokeup ard 11plus am , went to bathe and , went off to aunt,s house ard 1plus pm . :D msged baby . He was working lah . Now , my fucking phone,s totally flat D: how ? *sigh* tmr,s our 9th Month anni . *yay*
xoxo
Didn,t went to work today :x wanted to go at ard 5plus pm but , I fell asleep at my aunt,s place til ard 8plus pm . -.- saw baby,s msg . Replied and , phone went down agn -.- what the fuck . Wanted to go get my charger , but can,t recieve Karen,s reply D: so don,t know if she closed alrd . *sigh* Never mind lah , now usg mummy,s phone . :D
xoxo
Meet baby tmr :D so happy lah .
I,ve nothing much to post today . Picture posted was ytd,s .
xoxo
Tags replies ,
LadyyUnappreciate : okays:]]
Reply : *smile* D: see you tmr alright !
xoxo
CheeRiiel : opps ! sry ! ! invited you liaos :D
Reply : Oh , okay .
xoxo
daniel : yo ah lian.. dye hair liao ar? ah lian
jiu shi ah lian.. ai yo
Reply : Yo , ahbeng :D *laugh* yah , dye hair
liao lah . If I lian , then you,re no better leis .
And what,s more I darn guai derh okay !
xoxo
EMI . x3 : so good! i also want dye hair, but bu
ke yi. :'[
Reply : Mummy , mummy . Why can,t dye leis ?
xoxo
XIULING : hah! how much tons? :/
XIULING : hah! how much tons? :/
Reply : Lemme think , can,t be counted lah , shd !
xoxo
iris : thanks ! (: <33
Reply : Suresure !
xoxo
geokshan : dolly, tommor you working? you know
karen? takecares
Reply : Dolly , yups . I,m working tmr . Yeah , I know
her we work together . Hah , why leis ? You know her too ?
Friday, May 23, 2008 , 11:21 PM
Current Mood ; ______ ?

Sisters til die .
xoxo
Didn,t went for pti .
Went to sleep at 4plus am last night , with Karen . Set alarm to ring at 11.30am . Morning , alarm rang thrice . But , neither of us woke up man . *laugh* woke up at ard , 12pm -.- Karen went to bathe . Waited for her , to come out so that we could have breakfast tgt . Maid went to buy NasiLemak lah . :D ate , and I went to bathe . Left home ard , 2plus :/ we know that , we,re darn late okay .
xoxo
Reached Bugis ard 3plus . Karen rushed to shop , cause Jenn called , thought Catherine told Jenn that , we aren,t there yet :x but , Catherine haven,t even reached -.- slacked in shop with , Karen and Windy . Ard 6plus pm , Meiling and DKA people came . Sickening'ed in the shop :/ . *laugh* Johnamin and Weilin came ard 8plus pm . Was alrd leaving lah , so they came styled hair , shooed them off :x ha ha . Went off ard 9pm .
xoxo
Now on the phone with , BABY !
xoxo
JoJoLIM : Hellos PEARLYN ! Long time never tag already .
That's why come here to tag you ! (: Takecare, WithLOVE,
JoJo
Reply : Hi , Jojo . Haaa , thanks then . Takecare too okay !
Current Mood ; *Laughxzxzxz* .

With Willy . :D
xoxo
I,ve nothing to post lah .
Went to school , no period to sleep D: all , off'class period . *sigh* so darn tired , aw . Accompanied ahJun to G.O after school to pay her overdue school fees . -.- went home after that .
xoxo
Dyed hair -.- tmr,s pti won,t be going . Hey , don,t miss me okay . :D went to shop ard 4plus . Before that , cabbed to Redhill to pass mummy the phone . *smile* Then cabbed to Bugis . Johnamin didn,t appear today -.- Papa came . [; went shopping with Karen . *laugh* Papa , asked us to go off at 8.30pm and , that,s what-the-fuck ? But , left at 9pm lah . :o trained with Karen , sickening'ed in the train lah . :D She,s now at my place .
xoxo
Alright , I,ve nothing to post alrd lah . Damnzxzxz . :o
xoxo
Tags replies ,
CheeRiiel : helloh , just blog hopping so came to tag . xD last long :D Reply : Hm , I can,t reply to your blog . Cause , you didn,t invite
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 , 11:12 PM
Current Mood ; Tired ?

KARENGOH & PEARLYNCHAN ; SiaoCharBorh .
xoxo
Post a short one today lah . I,m alrd darn tired -.- currently on the phone with baby . *laugh*
Went to shop today ard , 3plus . Karen was there alrd , cause she didn,t go to school . Joreen didn,t come down neither did the cabinet or platform was done . Fuck lah . Johnamin came after me -.- he was like , so surpised when he saw what Karen and myself wore . Nothing special I find . LOL .
xoxo
Slack there for quite long lah . Didn,t do anything much . Karen spent 1/2 the day there , doing her own nails . *laugh* but , in the end she went to toilet and ruined it herself . Gave up after doing the same for quite afew times . Left the shop quite early today . Ard 9pm :/ LOL . Cause , even if we stayed longer I guess we,ll also be slacking there lah . So , why waste time ? :D
xoxo
Jenn,s coming back tmr *yay* will be going down on Friday , only after accompanying Karen to do her hair . *clap* alright , shall post til here lah .
xoxo
Tags Replies ,
`&-FERLIN™ : Passby =X Last Longgggg ! ;D
Reply : Oh , thanks for tagging and thanks agn . :D takecare alright .
xoxo
Dropby : What is SCB? Siao chee bye? Lol
Reply : Eh , you then siaochibye lah hor . If you,re looking for trouble
here , do leave your darn number behind . Kumgong . _l_
xoxo
passerby : may i know why do like to edit picture till can't really see
your face? no offence, and last long (:
Reply : Cause , I edited it usg contrast , also the brightness . That,s some
not all . My friendster,s picture,re clearer lah . :D ha ha , thanks for tagging
anw . Thanks agn also . :D
xoxo
P/S : BABY,S DOTA'ING . *Roar*
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 , 11:25 PM
Current Mood ; Smileeee .
xoxo
Alright , just reached home awhl ago . Now on the phone with baby , will be going offline damn soon . As , I,m so fucking tired alrd . :( went to shop with Karen today , Both mum and , Maggie aren,t in the shop -.- Johnamin was a piece of dust man . :/ alright , slacked the whole day there doing almost nothing . *laugh*
xoxo
Have to go down agn tmr lah . D: alright , bye people . Post pictures tmr okay , I promise lah .
Monday, May 19, 2008 , 6:35 AM
Current Mood ; Hungry .
xoxo
HELLO , EVERYONE ! :D
Alright , I just woke up and bathed , I,m going out soon . *laugh*
Going to Serangoon to meet daddy for breakfast . Meeting Karen and Jenn after that .
*Wave* , byebye !
Sunday, May 18, 2008 , 11:25 PM
Current Mood ; I Love You .

12th February , :D 3 months and still counting on .
xoxo
Alright , I tried to change my blogskin just now to something other then black , that,s when I realised some of the words I used on white,re like hidden . So , I only got the background changed to green instd . And , I find that green looks better , yeah ?
xoxo
Went to Qianhu fuckfarm with , daddy , mummy and brother this afternoon . It was darn hot and , a last minute decision also , don,t know what the fuck we went there for -.- went to look at arowanas and ranchus they,re damn fucking pretty and cute man . :D Went off ard , 4plus . Was so damn tired D: went to shop ard Jurongpoint . Changed quite alot lah . After that , went home , got screwed up with my wireless . Baby , onlined came talking to me :D he,s so sweet can . Ohmyfuck , I utterly love his msn privatemessage okay .
xoxo
Will be going out with Serene'Mummy to SerangoonPlaza at 8plus am -.- meeting dad for breakfast . And , meet Karen 10.30am at Outrampark intr , and then to meet Jenn'Mummy at Ikea . Aw , sure will be a tiring day tmr . :o
xoxo
Baby , 7 days to our 9th month . *clap*
Current Mood ; Burn you lah .

Take me away with you , suck the tongue . :o
xoxo
Went to Bugis today at ard 3plus .
Was supposed to meet Laogong but she last minute say she gotten her jabs . D: and is staying at home . Sigh , so went to mummy,s shop . Saw Karen , she said I look different and , Maggie asked who am I . Wtf -.- went there to slack awhl , undergo some steps of Pedicure'Exam' . Karen and myself . :D mum was the experimental equipment :x so , did ClassicPedi , in the end kenna scolding :/ most probably helping out at mum,s shop during the June holidays , cause she and Maggie,ll be going to Thailand to get something and also my BapeHoodie *yay* :D heee , had quite much fun there with Karen lah .
xoxo
Laogong , called me and say that she,s coming down . So , waited for her . :) slacked tgt at mum,s shop .
Left at ard 8plus pm . Laogong came over to my place lah . :D then slacked again . She left ard , 11plus pm . Accompanied her to the bus,stop downstairs . Then , went back home . Bathed , now blogging . :x sorry , I now I,m late lah . Fuckfuckfuck . :D
Friday, May 16, 2008 , 10:09 PM
Current Mood ; Fucked up .
You sure you love me ?
xoxo
Just reached home , an hour ago . :/ didn,t went to Bugis today . Went down to Sunplaza instead :x met baby at mrt station , walked to meet Sihao . After awhile , Wenhui came -.- slacked . Went Canberrapark :o slack , then walked over to Sunplaza . Went arcade , hohoho . They suggest to go Soulgarden for dinner , but I didn,t want to . D: so told baby to go with them . Trained tgt , coincidentally was on the same train yet same cabin with Ainita and , baby,s friend . So , baby alighted at Woodlands , he meeting Sihao and Wenhui at Causeway point , So Ainita accompanied me , to Boonlay , cause she,s still staying there while studying in Woodlands :o hee . Talked about her and , my school her . Both sides seemed to be quite alike lah .
xoxo
Reached Boonlay , accompained her walk to interchange derh road there . Then go seprate ways alrd . Long time since I last saw her , she really changed alot and , it,s very obvious too lah . Anyway , I kidda miss her lah . :D *laugh* Ainita is darn cute alright !
xoxo
SURVEY , SURVEY !
1. The song you,ve been most of the time singing
to yourself recently ?
- Cry , Rihanna .
2. What do you currently want right now ?
- Baby , to go home quickquickquick . D:
3. What did you do today ?
- Went to meet baby .
4. Are you hungry ?
- Quite lah . :x
5. What have you been thinking about most
today ?
- Money lah and , also my N95 . :(
6. Did you ever just sit outside and watch the
stars ?
- Of course , with Sallyt at Pulau Ubin . :D
7. What id your current annoyance ?
- The darn wireless is making my blogsong
fucking lag man .
8. Do you want a new cellphone ?
- Yes , of course . I want a N95 lah . *roaaaaaar* :(
9. Are you waiting for someone right now ?
- Yah , NELNELNELCHUA .
10. Name two things that you,re looking forward
to next week ?
- The fucking holidays and , more money lah . :)
11. Do you make new friends easily ?
- Not really , I,m anti-social . *laugh* as long as
they aren,t nasty . I,m alright with it .
12. Love anyone now ?
- Obviously yes .
13. Do you plan out what to wear the day before
you wear it ?
- No , even if I do . I,ll eventually change my damn
mind . :/
14. What is life to you ?
- A torturous thing , aw . D:
15. What is your mood now ?
- I don,t know . Don,t fucking ask me , okayyyyy !
16. If you,d a chance to save someone significant to
you , would you ?
- Of couse , I would . Cockface .
17. How many times do you eat each day ?
- Depends .
18. How do you cheer someone up ?
- Being sickening and also , lameeeeeeeeeee . :)
19. Are you a morning person ?
- Nope .
20. Is it easier for you to fall asleep ot to be woken ?
- Fall asleep lah . :D
21. Think of one person , stick with it . You don,t have
to say their name , would you pick them up alone 100plus
miles away if it was your birthday ?
- If it,s him . I sure will . D: but it,s saddening he wasn,t at
my birthday , this year . *sigh*
22. Give two reasons why you get distracted in work ?
- I'm not working . :o
23. Do you think it,s funny when people get hurt ?
- Yes , in the past .
24. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris ?
- Paris lah .
25. Do you have a guitar in your house ?
- Yeah , I,ve an a acoustic guitar at home . :D
26. Do you wish you were somewhere else , right now ?
- Yes . :)
27. How often do you get onto friendster ?
- Every 15minutes once . If I,m online lah . :x
28. How long can you go without your mobilephone ?
- Er , afew minutes .
29. Where,s your mobilephone now ?
- One,s behind my laptop , the other one,s in my pocket . :D
Alright baby , I enjoy today with you .
9 days to go , *claps* . I fucking miss you okay .
And , Ainita is oh-so-cute man !
Thursday, May 15, 2008 , 8:31 PM
Current Mood ; Rot .

I LOVE YOU .
xoxo
Alright , this is my second post because I've got nothing better to do , or spend my time on lah . :x get back three papers today . *yay* I passed my mothert , was so fuckfuckfuck man . ;]
xoxo
Mothert - 53/100 , C6 .
CompApplication - 80/100 , A1 .
Elements of Business - 59 , C6 . D:
I deproved for my ebs lah . Anw , I've the whole class's marks for ebs , so those who are absent tag me okay .
xoxo
Ohyeah , not forgetting the survey today . *laugh* like I said , I'm like so addicted to doing those surveys lah !
1. Who do you think love you most ?
- Mummy , daddy and baby .
2. How do find life ?
- Sucksucksucksucksucksuckbigtime .
3. What's the silliest thing that you did this week ?
- I didn't know what paper was I sitting for . :/
4. What do you think is the prettiest thing on earth ?
- Baby .
5. Would you rather go to Taiwan or Hongkong ?
- Hongkong , I miss Disneyland .
6. What's your favorite Disney charcter ?
- Er , Eyore . :D
7. What impossible thing do you wish to do ?
- Turn back time and make thing go right .
8. What makes you feel that love is meant to be that
way ?
- NELCHUA , made everything go *wow* . :)
9. When you're sad , what whould you do just to
convice yourself ?
- Er , tell myself that there's nothing to be angry/sad about .
10. Do you think crying is the only solution ?
- I sometimes felt so helpless , only cry . D:
11. Have you regretted your last break up ?
- Of course , not .
12. Do you still love the person you last kissed ?
- Mrchuaaaa'nelson ?! :O of course , I love him .
13. Do you think that alcohol takes sorrows away , in
a shorter time ?
- Er , yes .
14. Who is the person in your mind twirling right now ?
- Baby lah .
15. What's the song you've been singing to yourself , recently ?
- Cry , Rihanna . :D
16. What's the most recent song that you cried while
listening to it ?
- Quite afew , Zombie , Unbreak my heart , I wanted you ,
Cry , Because you loved me . :(
17. What's the most recent thing that you did , that made
you rewind back to the past times ?
- Deja Vu , I can't really remeber leh . :/
18. What do you think is the most important thing to life ?
- Moneymoneymoney . *laugh*
19. What are your craving for now ?
- N95 .
20. What is more important , money or kins ?
- Money , then kins . :x
21. Who was the last person you kissed ?
- Baby .
22. Who was the last person that kissed you ?
- Baby . :)
23. Where did you've your last prolong kiss ?
- Cinema . *smileeeeee*
xoxo
* Tag 5 friends , to do this survey . ;]
- Joycelyn , Huihui , Xiuling , Weibin , Huiyu .
Current Mood ; Damned , pissed , confused ? .

Just for a moment , I've could thought everything about you .
xoxo
Just reached home , an hour ago . Was having Complsn , suddeny mrsingh just asked me to get my things and , follow him . That's when I realised , Nicholas and Hilmi , was tgt with me also . That's when I know , that nothing's gonna be good lah . Went down to secondfloor , meeting room . Saw some others , Was sitting with Yanqing , neither of us know what's going on , til mrsingh said something , then we made wild guesses . But , was to true lur . I don't even know what have I done wrong , man . PCC/CID'SSB came to our school for this damnfuckin' programming I didn't know why it fuckin' involved me alright . D: I didn't do anything , sigh . Had this talk on , Section 14(3) and , Roiting Section 148 Chapter 224 also extortion , Section 348 :/ shown how is the life in prison and also on canning . Some , secene on gangfight's consequences lah . All shit lah , the talk ended at 'bout , 3.30pm . Then , mrsingh talked to us , followed by mslinda to girls only -.- fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck . D: *sigh*
xoxo xoxo
Alright , this is really something I can't really keep . So , I guess I've to post them out here . :(
xoxo
Sometimes , you really make me felt that I'm in no position before whatever you'd have interest in okay . Don't you think that ever game you play or even your liondance is neglecting me ? Do you remeber that day I cried infornt of you , in the train ? That hpnd all because , I can't take what I'm having alrd . This is really , too much for me . I can't possibly hide all my sorrows behind . Everyone has their limit , I'm also someone . I swear I'm not gonna get angry/sad in whatever you do alrd . 'Cause , I can do nothing to change you , I can only change myself and , try to get used to you .
xoxo
One day , if I might have to leave ,
never ask my to stay , alright . And , this
is to everyone . I know you care and , concern
but , you don't know what I want at all . But ,
this doesn't matter . I just need you to understd me . :D
xoxo
Cry , Rihanna CLICK HERE .
Labels: Cry, Rihanna . :D
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 , 4:45 PM
Current Mood ; Sickening .

3 Roses - I Love You . :)xoxo
Recently , I got so addicted to posting those survey -.- I find that entertianing man . Anw , mummy asked me to check about the Genting don't know what fuck is that last night , probably going there the first and , the last week of June . *sad* Won't have much time to spend with baby , sigh . D: I guess he'll be disappointed again . :x wait til its conf then tell him bah . :/ he've gone for his liondance , Daniel's a fucker lah .
xoxo
1. Today is ?
- Wednesday , May 14th .
2. I should be ?
- Slacking outside . D: but its raining heavily .
3. The last message I recieved was from ?
- NELCHUA !
4. And it says ?
- I tonight come back then call you , muacks love you baby . :)
5. I am currently pissed off because ?
- Daniel , is dao'g me . Fuckfuckfuckfuck .
6. My cellphone rings and the ringing tone is ?
- Sex hardstyle and , Pornstar . :D
7. I would love to see ?
- NELCHUA .
8. If I could change one for my attitudes , it would be ?
- Anyone of it that could , make me stop hurting baby . :(
9. After school , I love to .
- Slackslackslack and , make baby call me . :x
10. My favorite subject is ?
- English , obviously .
11. I liked yesterday because ?
- Baby , owned me . I love you lah . :x *laughs*
12. But I still sort of didn't because ?
- Baby has liondance preparations . D:
13. My favorite song right now would be ?
- Rihanna's , Cry .
14. I sometimes forget to ?
- Count the steps I take and , gone too far . :( I'm sorry .
15. I currently have a crush on ?
- NELCHUAAAAA LAH , SIAOSIAO .
16. My favorite number/s would be ?
- 23 and , also 25 of course . :D
17. When I'm in a bad mood , ?
- I'll create a scene infornt of baby . :/ and , apologise .
18. I really can't stand ?
- Him , lying and gamming .
19. I'd break up with my boyfriend/girlfriend right away if ?
- I really find that we've no point going on . :)
20. If I were to get stuck in an elevator with someone , it would have to be ?
- BABY .
21. I'd really like to improve my grades on ?
- Elements of Business Studies lah . :(
22. The last thing that I bought with my own money is ?
- That top from , PinkQ . :o
23. The name of the district where I live is ?
- Jurongwest , Upper Pioneer . *I love Jurong{3*
24. I have never ridden on ?
- :( A trishaw . Aw .
25. If I won the lottery , the first thing I would buy is ?
- The new , copper colour N95 '8GB . :o
26. One bad habit of mine is ?
- !&@#$% , vulgarities . :x
27. I go to school in ?
- Unifrom . LOL .
28. I study there because ?
- I like their , school hours . Ha ha ha . :)
29. One friend who is not from my school is ?
- DAAAAANIEL !
30. I am currently stressed because ?
I've no money . D:
Ohmy , this is so entertaining .
Sooner or later , I'm going to flood my blog
with , all these fuckin' :o survey , *laugh and claps*
Current Mood ; Last night , lingers .

OH-LOVEEEEEEE !
xoxo
Alright , today's the damn marking day for Mid-year :o and yet , its fuckin' raining outside D: how to go out ? Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck man . Never mind , maybe going to mummy's shop afterwards . I can't stay at home , during a given holiday right . :x I miss baby , alotalotalot lah . Kukubird .
xoxo
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed , again ?
- Obviously , of course I will . :)
2. Have you told anyone you'd marry them ?
- I guess so , NELCHUA !
3. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts ?
- Yes . I felt so , deciving . D: But , its better now .
4. Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry ?
- Yah . :D
5. Are you happier single or in a relationship ?
- I don't know (?)
6. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it ?
- Alright , that's whitelies okay . Anw , its like so-many-times . :x
7. Have you ever had a heart broken ?
- Tell me you don't . :o
8. Have you ever broke someone else's heart ?
- Yes , its a great-big-disappointment . D:
9. Do you still talk to your ex/es ?
- Yah , LESTERLEEEE'sister . :)
10. Last time you kissed someone ?
- Last night . *smile*
11. If you could go back in the time and change things , would you ?
- Depends , but I know I can't right . No point , thinking .
12. Do you think you're a good boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- I'm never good enough . But , I promise I'll love him .
13. Do you believe that everyone deserves a second chance ?
- Of course , yes . :o
14. Have you ever liked anyone else's boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- I guess so , but NEL's mine alright . :D
15. Love anyone right now ?
- Yah , yes , yup , obviously .
16. Does that person love you back ?
- I'm sure he does . :)
17. What are you going to do tonight ?
- Help mummy in the shop .
18. How do you feel right now ?
- I miss him . Last night , lingers . :D
19. How do you feel right now ?
- I don't know . :x
20. Have you ever been kissed upside down ?
- In what sense (?)
21. What would you like to say to one person that's now on your mind ?
- Baby , I love you . :D
Baby , you pwned me and , I was almost
yours to sleep with last night . Oh-I-Love-You .
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 , 11:00 PM
Current Mood ; Let my isanity take you to hell .

You've got that potential to get me high , argh .
xoxo
Alright , went to 637 to have breakfast after our paper , with Huihui and the rest , excluding Junli . :o
xoxo
Trained to Sunplaza to look for baby . He was alone at Mac , waiting . Obviously , is a shud lor . Always I wait for him siol . D: waited for , Gavin and Daniel also . Shit lah . At mac there disiaosiao :/ went to arcade , baby mmt . So , I went to Para . Ha ha , with Daniel . Alright , Gavin was there too . Then , went for movie at Engwah :) that heavenly escalator -.- watched SpeedRacer , the show was okay lur . :D in cinema also disiaosiao . Baby , got me so fuckin' high alright . Ahhhhhhh !
xoxo
Went to slack with baby , Gavin and Daniel after the show :) they damn fuck lor . Baby , so motherfuckin' hao xiao man . Ahya , you don't need-a-know what hpnd lah . But , we're always up to body-to-body contact *laughs* . :x I still damn love him lah . Muacks . {3
xoxo
The way you touched me , make me lose control .
Baby , sex is a move that one 've to learn to take slow ;
and relax during the exciting intercourse . I'm yours , tonight .
You got me so so fucking high . Ahhhhh ! , Yesyesyes . Aww .
Monday, May 12, 2008 , 3:34 PM
Current Mood ; Decieving .

Happy 3rd month Joycelyn Laogong .
Right after my oral :/ went home straight . I'm a good girl alright , I don't go loitering . :x
xoxo
1. Is there someone you wanna date right now ?
- NEL .
2. Do you like to party ?
- Ohplease , com'on who doesn't ?
3. What are you doing right now ?
- Burning your ass , felt it (?)
4. What does your last text says ?
- Sorry ling let you waste your tears again . Sorry its all my fault , I promise to love you as much as I could . You're my everything thoughout , I love you . Sleep tight *hughug* . (I know its sweet , its from baby of course) .
5. What do you do when your crush trips & tries to play it cool ?
- Laugh .
6. Last missed call ?
- NEL :)
7. Last person you talked on the phone with ?
- NEL .
8. Why did you cry last , and when ?
- Cause , I don't know what to do , I felt like I'm deciving myself . Recently , on Nelson :/ (Heeee , baby so sorry uh :x) .
9. What was the first thing you did when you woke up ?
- Look at the phone . :/
10. Is there a meaning behing your blog song ?
- Can say , yes .
11. Do you have a best friend ?
- Stop being silly can (?)
12. Do you like vitamin water ?
- Is that shit , you're talking (?)
13. Have you ever disliked someone , but ended up being friends ?
- Don't really remeber , I guess shud be yes .
14. Who sits next to you in Science ?
- Huihui , Ain ! :D
15. Do you own a pair of green pants ?
- Don't really remeber having one . :x
16. Are you going to a party today ?
- Hello (?) which club is having a party today . Cockface .
17. Do you like someone ?
- I love him , NELCHUA !
18. What are you doing this Friday ?
- No plannings yet , the usual stuff I guess .
19. What is your favorite fruit ?
- Duraaaaaaain . :o
20. Who was the last person you were mad at ?
- My crazy brother .
21. What do you want right now ?
- I want NEL . :}
22. What is the most important thing in life ?
- NEL , mummy & daddy (?) Of course , money .
23. What's the last song that made you cry ?
- Celine Dion , Because you loved me . D:
24. Does anyone love you ?
- NEL , mummy & daddy (?)
25. What did you do today ?
- Sex :/ kiddin' looking at phones . :D
26. What is something your friends made fun of you for ?
- I'm the way I am . :o
27. What was the last song you sang out loud ?
- Destination Calabria .
28. Who's house were you over last ?
- No one .
29. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- Obviously , yes .
30. What do you miss ?
- NELCHUA !
31. Do you give your second chances too easily ?
- For NEL , obviously yes .
32. What did you do ytd ?
- Went Escapetp & spend the night , on the phone .
33. Who was the last person other then family you saw ?
- Classmates (?) & NEL .
34. Who always make you laugh ?
- Alright , almost everyone . :/
35. What are you doing tmr ?
- Meet up NEL .
36. What matters more in the opposite sex , lips/eyes ?
- Lips , his kisses are like oh-so-heavenly .
37. Have you ever liked a friend as more then a friend ?
- Hey , thats how he & I got tgt .
38. Is there someone you want to be with right now ?
- MRCHUALONGKWANG !
I finally undstd , if one's in love
they could do anything for the other .
Baby , I love you . 13 more days to our
9th month anniversary . I miss you much . :D
Sunday, May 11, 2008 , 5:03 PM
Current Mood ; Bored .

AH , Ah , ah .
xoxo
Alright , can't blame me for not posting last night okay . Blame on blogger . they had some whatever maintaince so I can't get into blogger website , that's totally fuckd . Never mind , nothing much hpnd ytd , spend almost the whole day sleeping :/
xoxo
Went to Escapetp this morning I was like fuck , when mummy had a sudden decision to go there & even woke me up when the sun's still sleeping . I was , like wtf do you want from me ? -.- went to bathe , msg baby but , I think he's still sleeping , he slept at ard 4am last night :( aw . Okay , nothing much hpnd there . Sat the , flippers , flyer , viking & the lamest thing there , the farrieswheel ._. wantd to play the inverter but , brother doesn't want to so :( didn't .
xoxo
Went off at ard , 3plus pm . Home , and startd to rot :/ now here posting & I won't be posting tonight alrd , since I don't think I'm going out .
xoxo
HAPPYMOTHER'SDAY TO ;
SERENEMUMMY & JENNYFERMUM ♥
xoxo
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Friday, May 9, 2008 , 11:39 PM
Current Mood ; Insanity rocks the sock .
xoxox

Don't blame me , blame my insanity , okay !?
Mathes paper 2 , was so fuckin' easy okay , cpa quite tough but , I'm sure I'll never fail lah . Both paper ended ard , 11.30am . Went home straight , dilly-delly . I've more then enough time lah . Gina calld say wanna meet at Bugis , I told her I'm going to Sembawang :/ so , yeah met her 1.30pm at , Boonlay mrt station , thought she'll be going down with me , to Sembawang then go to Bugis , in the end . Still , we didn't get to go out tgt . Laugh , never mind there'll still be other times right . Hm , so went to meet baby . This damn , motherfuckin' coincidence , I met Eric , in the mrt towards redline , I first saw his backview & prayd hard it wasn't him , but still , suaysuay really was Eric , went to kaopeh him lah . Chaos in the train , the noisiest cabin :} ha ha ha , he's going to Yishun , AST one eh ? Laugh , he kept lookin' at the mrt map , was damn dulan , told him . You'll alight , right after me lah . Kukubird , Sembawang alrd then Yishun what , damn idiot , motherfucker . LOL , reachd calld baby , met at Mac , sit there awhl , after that ard 3pm , he accompanied me to Bugis , actually supposed to just leave at the mrt station but , because of 'some-stuff' he eventually accompany me to , mummy's shop , but so sad that mummy wasn't there , only Maggie & papa & of course peppermint . LOL , Catherine & windy was also there . :/
Qianyi came ard , 7plus damn long never see her lor . I miss Qianyi like fuck man , D: sigh , have to go down more often during Qianyi's working hour lah .
Thursday, May 8, 2008 , 9:07 PM
Current Mood ; I need more entertainments & attentions . D:
xoxo

Your love , faded away that very night . D:
xoxo
All I can say is that , I've sure to fail my science paper . The paper was like shit . I can't even undstd a word from any question & simply throw in a fuckin' answer :/ but , at least I threw in an answer okay , mrKoh shud feel happy that I've entertaind his fuckin' paper :x but , still I think he shud alrd know that I'm sure to fail lah .
xoxo
I srsly wanna pass my ebs lah . I hope I could , ebs paper lastd for about 1 & 1/2 hour , man . Its 15 pages , I thought mathes'll have the most pages of questions , but it turnd out to be ebs -.- alright , ebs is one ; easy-to-score paper lah . Every question they askd , there sure'll be a answer for that particular question either , the page before/after . :D so , as long as we know how to find sure there'll be . I swear , laugh . Juraimee , Hafiz & Nazif are like fools at the 'fun-fair' alright . Anw , I finishd that paper in ard 45minutes .
xoxo
Went straight home after that . Dad's at home , saw him then sian 1/2 . Wtf have hpnd to this fuckin' home ? Its no longer a home okay . I went to my room striaght after seeing him , didn't even wanan talk to him . Was on the phone with baby . He's watching ForbiddenKingdom & I was over the phone sleeping . Alright , I've this very damn-stupid dream . I doubt you guys needa' know lah . Alright , won't post anymore . On msn with , YongJing . :D
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 , 8:19 PM
Current Mood ; Fuckzxzxzx .
xoxo

I spend more time alone , then with you . D:
xoxo
I flunkd my mathes paper 1 today , I swear I'd never pass . I finished that god damn paper within 1/2 hour , can you even believe how I'd sribble & also I didn't plan to finish the paper , only when msChow kept , waking me up from my dream . -.- was forced to finish when I'm 1/2 asleep . Fuck (?) , LOL . Paper ended at , 9.30am . Headed to PioneerMall , with girls , excluding Junli . Went to have mac , left at , 11plus .
xoxo
Went home , bathd & comp . Chat with Daniel online & on the phone also , damn he kept asking me not to die cause , he doesn't have money to donate now , die 60 years later . LOL , I wanna die now , you also lan lan . :/
xoxo
Baby was kidda fuckd up , when Daniel added him into convo , got waken up by , us :x sorry , baby . I didn't know you were sleeping . D:
xoxo
Tmr's our science paper 1 -.- wtf ? , gonna flunk this subject also for sure .
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 , 8:18 PM
Current Mood ; Misses baby .

I somehow , find that he looks gay there -.-
English paper 2 was easy . Although they gave us 1 & 1/2 hour . Majority of us , finished the paper within 1/2 hours :x haaaa . Ended at 9.10am , meSingh was inv us . But , actually he can be quite nice also lah . Went to PioneerMall with , Sweety , Eade , Sally , Xinying & Yeeteng . Had , breakfast there :D
Joke & laughed , like Mac's ours . Also , snap straws like nobody's business :/ but there this grp of girls from Jurongwest , that's like so gross & disgusting . Yuck , suck big time . Left , at 11.30am went home , bathed compd , baby called . Talk awhl , ha ha . I uber love baby .

Ohmy , baby has a squirrel lah ! :)
Tmr's my fuckin' day , which is because tmr we'll be having , mathes paper 1 . Calculators can be used , claps { for what -.- ? Hm . Paper ends at 9.30am , yay . But , from the day after tmr onwards will be 10am/11am :( aw , shit . Mugging my science now , see I'm a good girl okay .
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Monday, May 5, 2008 , 2:45 PM
Current Mood ; Fucked up .

Now you know why , use your bird to think ? :)
Alright , had my english paper 1 today , I find that its quite okay , but difficult :( shit . Its like all about , writing essay , oh man . Holy right . Ended at ard , 9plus ? I guess . Then , went for break & back ard 10.30am for mothert , all I could say is , I don't undstd a word from the fuckin' passage & I'm sure to flunk my mothert like , nobody's business I swear :x
Went home straight after the exams are ended . Ard 11plus lur . Saw , daniel online so went to kacau him :/ while waiting for babye to msg , but didn't expect that he thinks I lied to him ? Haaaa , this is so ridiculous okay , whatever it is , I'm fucking care now , I don't wanna think of anything else . Just find it , hurting when he thinks I'm lying . Sigh , never mind me :(
I'm still sick , but can't go on mc , as those fuckin' exams are still going on & tmr's english paper 2 also a paper that I could score & don't wish to , not attend . But , mathes & science . Shyt , this is craaaaazy . Anw , babye went out , I wonder who's the one , that always hang ard now . Sigh , this can't go any further , right ?
11:35pm ,
A continued post lah . Don't wanna post another one . Alright , I'm oh-so-sick , didn't went to the doctor instead asked maid to go buy , coughdrops . Kept drinking , but seemed to get worst :( now left , less then 1/2 btl . Fuckfuckfuck :x Tmr's paper 2 for english so , will end quite early , yay . Mathes & sciences are like days away , so mug later lah :/ heh , heh . Currently on the phone with babye . He damn horny lor , pleasexzxz , visiting porn websites , I guess . & giving me those links -.- wth . Never mind him , haaaa . I still love , NELLLLL .
Sunday, May 4, 2008 , 11:22 PM
Current Mood ; Pissed .

Bestfriends til your ass breaks off :)
Alright , stayed home the whole afternoon . Went to Jurongpoint with mummy , to look at new phones , I wanna change phoneeeee lah , okay I know who doesn't but , srsly I want to . Ard 9plus mummy went to meet daddy , so I went home cause , ain't feeling well since last night :x went home , watched dvd . Then , went to bathe after that called babye . He's watching movies on movie6.net , didn't wanna disturb him . So , I hung up . But , waiting for him to call lur . So , bored but sick :(
Tmr is the first paper of my MYE , english which is also the easiest I hope :/ & mothert which will drive me to death . My mothert is deproving these days , I don't know why , but as everyone knows I've never passed my mothert before , in my whole 15 years of life :x mathes worst . Okay , that's don't know when . I didn't mug a little at all . Which I know , its hopeless so , no point wasting my fuckin' time on fuckin' mathes right ? Laughs , science is don't know when & its another fuckin' subject that I'm sure to fail , for sureeeeee , no doubts . Alrights , shalln't post much tonight . Cause , I've nothing really much to post , didn't go out today cause , I'm tired & went out the whole night ytd , Johnamin is for sure a great friend .
I guess this is all , mug hard for exams everyone { except myself :/
Current Mood ; Exhuasted -.-

Fuck the emo people , assholes .
I'm here , not to really post , cause just reached home & I darn tired , today . Went out with , Karen , Johnamin , Ricky-papa , Maggie & her two sons . Alrights , shall reply tags , then go offline :/
CheeRiiel : Hello , yupyup I remebered you , hm will link you asap .
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JoJoLIM : Thankyou !
爱JESSLYN♥ : I love you too , sister .
JOYCELYN : I know you are .
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I think that's all , byeee !
Friday, May 2, 2008 , 11:28 PM
Current Mood ; Tired {Yaaaaawn} .

{3 I'll screw your ass . Srsly , I will .
After schl , headed straight home . Actually , wanted to go SDC cause , our schl had something up there , in the end never . Also , thought of going to Jurongp to look for new phone , as I'm most probably changing phone , before June (?) , ha ha . Also , didn't :/ d had his first damn paper today , that made him stayed later the I do , hah . He called me , right after schl and , make me accompany him . Hohoho , so I did . After he reached home , he used his house number to call me :D heee , was so fuckin' tiring waking home . Talked to d on the phone , bluffed him that I don't have keys and maid's out when I'm alr at home & got him blamed for that :( he claimed that I lied , but if I don't will he accompany me ? , he didn't thought of that part didn't he . Sigh , tiffed awhl , then he made me laugh -.- hm , he went to bathe , I got changed trained down to Bugis , cause Johnamin asked me to -.- was supposed to go chiong today , in the end didn't . Spend my whole day there shopping with Johnamin -.- & stayed in shop with Johnamin . He was the one , I spend most time with today :/ laughszx . Met Karen there too :D
Left ard 10plus , trained home with Maggie , but took different train , she trained to Bedok & I trained back to Boonlay . Ha ha , damn I'm tired okays :/ I doubt d's home yet :( sigh , I guess he won't be that early , shud I even wait (?)
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Thursday, May 1, 2008 , 11:55 AM
Current Mood ; Just woke up -.-

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