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Friday, February 29, 2008 , 10:04 PM

Current Mood ; Bored , I miss him :(

The leap year . {29th.02 our date .

@ Sunplaza :D {29th.02 our date :)

SUNPLAZA MAC . I love darling .

After schl , went straight home to get changed . then meet eileen @ yakun kaya toast -.- lmao . mrt station there lurhszx . wanted to train straight down to bugis . but , in the end trained to sembawang , lol . went there for a movie with babyleen :D watch the leap years . lol , kidda boring la . wanted to stop watching but , she keep saying wanna watch finish to bohbian la :X ha ha , today's one of the leap year & it's also when eileen and I shared love . 29th.02 our date . 4years time & we re tgt for a year . though its a long time , but patience ll take place . babyleen , babylyn loves you :) teehees . show started @ ard 3plus pm :X hm , so we were too early for the show ma . so when walking ard la . wanted to go to 7eleven . but , when stepped out of sp . saw nelson -.- wth . singapore really that small lorhszx .

I thought he didn't saw me . so quickly walked back up . lol , but he actually saw lur . then asked why saw him didn't go to him . told him cause , he never ask me go mah :X ha ha , ya ; must invite me la , dey :] ha ha . was hungry so wanted to get something to eat . eileen & I , shop exploring sp . ha ha , coincidentally saw sihao :X lol . he can't recongise me la . ha ha . never mind .

After the show , went macdonals' meet darling , then chitchat awhl . ha ha , I lovelove him la . saw gavin tooooooo ! wahlaos , they cut hair damn weird lor . wth :( wasted la . eeeyeer , darling bully me lor . tmd , cheat laaaaa . I only beat him he squeezed my hand . eeeek . ha ha , after that went to bugis :] then homeeeeeee . wee , darling says he ll come boonlay next week . la la la :)

The conversation was damn cute lor !

Darling : believe if I use two hands you no matter use how much strength also no use ?
Me : npe , ha ha ! :)
Darling : ha ha , ok .
Me : Argh , cb pain lar :(
Darling : huh !? hand pain or cb pain (?)
Me : both pain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)
Darling : lol , say sorry .
Me : Sorry , O P P O S I T E !
Darling : never mind , hand pain or cb pain ?
Me : banana pain laaaa .
Darling : lol , what banana .
Me : banana pain lor :)
Darling : banana -.- lol .

29th.02 our date .

{ Babyleen & Babylyn }

Thursday, February 28, 2008 , 10:16 PM

Current Mood ; I feel like crying .

I must say , I can't afford to lose you . though you sometimes make me feel unloved .

Went to schl agn today , lol . agn -.- lmao . was having late day today , weee . didn't meet anyone in the morning today , due to moodswing lur . eileen called me , I thought she 's in schl , who knows -.- she still walking to schl , lmao . that "early" yarhs . lol , it's alr 8.15am first bell rang she still crossing zebra crossing . ha ha , then went to pradesq . sat beside matthew agn . wahlao , he kept torturing me la , dey . namah eh , pain la . fuck :X ha ha , first period was sel . hm , today 's sel period I can call it . fun liaos , lmao . yay , I'm in the same group with huihui ; faithah ; dina ; ain . hoooo-ray !

Go for music right after sel . weehoo , did some idiotic music making -.- acid . ha ha , didn't expect I was the first to handup siol . first time . was kidda pissed by sally attitude about ytd , skip that la . since she alr apologise . sua lor ; you better think before you talk la hor . ccb .

Then was p.e wee , I ran oks . but , standard cheated agn :X ha ha . did some shuttle run for prepration of napfa test sianszx 1/2 siol . wtf lor . went for chinese straight after that :) saw my test paper -.- 4/50 ha ha . lol , tcher also chuatio . lmao , ahya never mind chinese , I'm weak @ it .

recess , blabla . went home straight after cpa . I'm guai one , oks . saw darling online . talk to him on msn :) I still ll love you , even though you sometimes make me feel unloved . I simply just can't afford to lose you , you see . I miss you laaaa . weeee , meeting jinting tmr , down to sembawang :)

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 , 11:13 PM

Current Mood ; ♥

I ♥ SHUFFLING :D

HAPPYBIRTHDAY , leekaseng !

(you shud feel hornoured when I wish you @ least :O)

& I'm starting to love shuffling , surprised rightszx :X I used to call shufflers like bobby crazy @ times , but now it's kidda fun :O well , have sel today ; -.- was asked to unpick schl skirt , wth . by mslizah , even mslinda never lorszx . I was like wth @ the first place . but , after standing there , mslizah started joking ; so its kidda fun la . huihui also tio , junli heng lorszx today never come schl hur , weee gotten back ebs results . was so -.- lmao , huihui & I thought we ll score those top kidda , cause actually can't really do theory la . so , we re better @ hands on lorszx . junli didn't sit for the test so she didn't score :( wth . mrsliew getting out-of-hand these days , she's kidda haolian lorszx . syuk , lost his book jitao ask him go buy , wtf manszx . $20 where to find siol ? never give warning also , argh darn it .

I'm struggling for 'V' shuffle . it's so confusing :( argh , bobby save me la , dey !

, 12:00 AM

Current Mood ; Freaked .

Argh , nelson qi pian my gan qing laaa . last night liddat , now also liddat :( last night say ll call me in the end went to sleep -.- today also liddat , saying that his brother's usg the phone later call me , then dozed off -.- ne lor , next time won't believe you alr la . I don't wanna friend you , hermph !

SENTOSA ; 23rd February .

(sorry , didn't post the previous time . due to ; too many pictures . too tired to post :X)
* there ll sure be more pictures then post , ha ha :O

Habourfront ; Ljs :D I love KJL .

LJS . the roses are pretty la , girls you 're loved .

LJS -.- lol . the roses are from my bitches .

LJS ; say you love me . bitches are loved .

Skyride , fyi ; huihui has height phobia :X

Skyride , I feel so hornoured .
(huihui has height phobia but , still he ride with meeee :X)

{ Xinying , Huihui , Pear , Eade .

(eade gets the credits :D)

On the bus back to habourfront , it's a ultra tired day :(

Habourfront mrt back to outrampark . wee ! :)

{ junli , xinying , eade , huihui , pear . it's tiring , oks .

In the Jungle trail @ Silosobeach , it's tiring though we enjoyed it .

^ xinying & eadelin . { huihui , pear , junli :)
(I lovelovelove , this particular picture . credits to kuanhoe :O)

Girls , I enjoyed myself with my birthday with you all . seriously , next year ll be the same . weee . I love the bitches :O

Monday, February 25, 2008 , 7:15 PM

Current Mood ; I miss him la , can !?

:D:D:D 23.02.08 , our story continues .
Geeeeek , was supposed to be sleeping la :X but , I miss nelson :( can't sleep . eeeyeer , argh . better sleep . cause , if he sleeps first tonight I ll get anything I want from him . weeee :) I lovelove you . hm , nelson says to meet me either this week or next week . eee , can't wait to see him agn :( I miss you la . it has been a long time since we walked together , hand in hand . I miss those times , bring them back alrite ? now , I trust you with my everything . LAOGONG :O

, 5:14 PM

Current Mood ; In love , bored .

Just eaten , lunch ; dinner ? laughout , today all boonlayians had early dismissal @ 10.30am , wee . wanted to go look for darling , after going down to lavender then make my ic . rawr . but , didn't cause he say v troublesome and , I'm tired lur :X went to schl in the morning , wanted to skip assembly but , in the end still attend . guai rights , then first period computer application commontest :O , its easy yet difficult :S lmao . actually , was oks . then followed by some coursework . superlazy to do , so didn't even touch it , not to mention print :l geeeks . after , cpa was english . can't recall what I learn today , cause I don't seemed to learn anything today , was too look forward to the early dismissal la . ha ha , followed by mothertounge . had oral ca2 . lmao , fast rights . was busy chatting away with the cbks :] bobby isn't here today , AGAIN . then after that was mathes . weeehooo , one period . wahlaneh , song la ; cb . dina & humairah skipped mathes lsn :S , laughoutloud . they escaped la . one period , doesn't really makes much sense why , mswong still wanna tch ; sial .

Went straight home , slack awhl . changed , headed to lavender . was fast lur :) 3rd week of march . la la la . oi , don't ask for my ic photo uh :X it suck , lmao :(

Saturday, February 23, 2008 , 9:25 AM

Current Mood ; I ____ him :)

UOY EVOL I NOSLEN

We shall start a new , to forget about the past ; look forward

& don't turn back . We shall walk together til the very end ,

I love you . you re the one that I ve longed for , boy :)

. Arghs , ll be going to sentosaaaaa ;

meeting , joycelyn laogong ; june dear ; cheehao sayang ; classmates :)

Happybirthday to me :O

Friday, February 22, 2008 , 10:55 PM

Current Mood ; Bored , sleepy (?)

HAPPYBIRTHDAY , jocelyn laogong .

Home at last , wow . tiring day ya . met junli & her std ard 3plus pm went to aljunied at ard 5plus pm , bought guitar la . then , after that I went to bugis . looked for babys . then , there chatchat awhl :) they bought cupcakes but , no candles -.- so , tmr going to meet them @ night ll be going to disco :X la la la , I'm wondering who ll be the first to wish me :) laughoutloud , I guess it ll be junli baas . whoa , left ard 9plus pm . yawn , trained home . bathed , eat , then to blog . wow eh . lol , meeting class for outing tmr . weeee :/ hope for the best . nahs :X

, 1:47 PM

Current Mood ; Exhuasted , bored .

Went for crosscountry & now I'm back :)
morning , left home ard 6.45am met eileen @ boonlay stat . then went to meet junli @ 7eleven then waited for zhangwei -.- he was the 'vip' eh , everyone ve to wait for him . cb siol . he called me ard 3am last night telling me , it's ard 5am . fucker laaaaaa . bomb me la , hell you :( sua lur . I went for crosscountry , oks . see I'm good alrite . hm , ran la . was supposed to walk with junli & the others , but since sally , xinying , yeeteng , eadelin ran & huihui ran with jingting . so instd I ran too lor :X left junli with xueqing laaa . since they both wanna walk tgt . so I ran alone -.- hm , came in ard the 63rd place la :( didn't get into top50s . neither did eileen got , argh . told her to get alr . but , heard from her qianling got . wth , but I don't think so lehs . they so slow :O laughoutloud . after that , when the result is out -.- god-damn-it neptune everything last . shitman , ugh . never mind , so after crosscountry . walked out of sdc . near the bus-stop , saw peiling , siying , qianling , xiaoqing . xiaoqing smiled to eileen ; she looked back at her . then walked away . lamo , xiaoqing say she diao her sial . knn , cb that one call diao ah ? nabei , you think so pretty people wanna look at you meh ? fat asshole , not difference from zafirah . cb , zafirah , you father fuck you dead la hor . namah .

I wanna learn playing the guitar :O zhangwei promised to tch me la :) weeowee . ha ha ha ha :X

Took some pictures there . lazy to post now . probably tnight , after shopping with junli . ll be meetg her ard 4pm . yay :)

Thursday, February 21, 2008 , 6:40 PM

Current Mood ; Bored , tired , confused .

You're a bastard , so I'm your bitch .

If you think I'm crazy , so are you :]

PearlynC & EileenC , a never ending love .

After schl , headed straight home . blahs , didn't meet eileen in schl today :X lols , was supposed to meetup zhangwei , but he can't wake up so , didn't come to schl . freakks man , ccb . pangseh lor . quanyang also nothing sickening creature :( hellllll those assholes , never mind . first period today was sel ha ha . junli 's group skit was damn funny :) but , mslizah still thinks we didn't put in effort -.- wth . never mind , after sel was music . went to the computerlab , for acid period :] weeowee , damn it ; was fun ok . la la la . then , went for p.e didn't run much today , mdmrohima ; just asked us to do some practice on shuttle run :) ok , for short distance , yay I can make it . but , for long distance like tmr's crosscountry , I completely suck at it . argh . what am I gonna do ? skip them all . went to meet eileen at jurongpoint , had macdonals' for lunch la :) shopped awhl , she damn cute lor . really miss shopping with her , probably going to catch a movie with junli tmr , nothing much to blog . had some misundstding -.- never mind about it . people just , argh . don't know how to express la . freakos . sianxzxz , tmr cabbing with eileen & junli (?) to arena countryclub { safti , sdc } for crosscountryyyy , boo -.- woo , this year 3.4km phew .

I love , nelson :]]]

la la la la , life ain't easy :(

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 , 4:12 PM

Current Mood ; Tired , headache , bored , lifeless .

Now , I feel like this home ; is more like a hotel instd . you won't undstd .
this morning when I was about to leave house , eileen called me . can't recall what she asked . so forget it , then I remebered forgetting something . so went to the room & get . but , just a few minutes everything was held back . daddy thought I was out alr . so , he came back . but , well when he saw that I was still at home . instd he went out agn , cause this just hpn liddat . after I left home , he came back { I think so } . skip the rest of the procedure . in schl , had test for ebs ; it was easy . I think I can score la :X then followed by p.e was tiring , alrite . suffering from headache now :( ran ard the schl , 3 rounds . arghxzxz , I was leading at first . in the end I came in last , hell . can't run la :S laughoutloud , so walked throughout the second & thrid round with jason . almost finishing the thrid round , nelson msged me :O ha ha , so called him lur . talk awhile , purposely walk slowly . he didn't go schl . he said I didn't go to schl too , due to the backgrd 's too quiet . but , I went to schl , ok . so went we saw mdmrohima she asked , you two coming back nextyear ah (?) . I was like , hannah , hannah . exhuasted , man .

ENGLISH LSN ;
this is a real thing , I don't undstd what 's the tcher 's trying to say during english . to just do as it flows :X ha ha . at least it's like 80% correct tho . talked about sentosa , etc . -.- it's kidda stupid .

After schl , met up with matthew , andrew & anson (?) laughoutloud . they having taiji with minghui . -.- tho it's not related to me , I joined in the fun :X lol .

After that , andrew get cigarettes from me . -.- boh la . lmao , then walked home , alone siol :( after that , called nelson . he 's outsd so , didn't talk much , he told me he ll call me when he's home . eh , zhangwei called me . chat awhile , ahkor called . didn't realised this phone can't really answer second call so :X paiseh , kupped zhangwei's call . answered ahkor's , agn it's taiji . asked if I can help him with girls problem the nexttime . I told him alrite & for gavin 's that sd ll think about it .

Anw , gavin if you considentally read my blog . do tag me , cause I wanna know . what do you really mean by , you this time trust you (?) what do you want . I alr said . if you don't believe , come down lor . sial , do you still wanna go und this matter ? yes , I'm find with it . get this right , I 'd no crime . I don't need to hide .

2more days to fucking crosscountry :(

2more days to CELYN laogong 's birthday .

3more days to MY birthdayyyyyyy (weeeee) .

5more days to make my ic :O

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 , 5:28 PM

Current Mood ; Full of regrets , tired , down , lifeless .

Toy-r-us :X

BEARBEAR :O

TOY-R-US :)

Sing your love song , during english lsn .

Schl's kidda , weird today :O mswong didn't scold me , mdmlim came to talk to me , mdmsuziela didn't lecture me , mdmrohima didn't catch me , mschong didn't caught me , hod(s) didn't come to me . laughoutloud . first I thought that mswong ll scold me for talking in her mathes lsn :O but , surpisingly she didn't . secondly ; mdmlim seems to know alot -.- . mdmsuziela , didn't say anything to my folded sleeves :O . mdmrohima didn't notice my coloured contactlens & mschong , didn't even bother about the shortskirts ? hod(s) didn't come to me to ask about the quitting schl matter . that's super weird . class was hyperactive today , firstly threw papers in class during mathes ; trend (?) lame , then fought with nicholas during english . screamed & shouts . rubberbands & papershootings . sadly junli wasn't here today . bobby says schl's like a hotel -.- lmao , nicholas ll have lungcancer real soon :X fuckthesmokers . zhangwei was caught for smoking after recess . quanyang , me , eileen & qy's friend . went to the back of the hall for no reasons -.- lol . let's skip schl stuff , they're boring :X

After schl , headed straight to jurongpoint , shopping the whole god-damn-place & ended up in toy-r-us ; laughoutloud . so went in saw this super cute bear :O camwhored with eileen :D then , was supposed to catch a movie with zhangwei , eileen & quanyang . but , fuckly to say that pathetic quanyang forgot that he has a programme at lakesd . damn him , so ve to make it tmr . instd , eileen & me , went to ljs ; takeway , she came my house to dine -.- lame eh . after awhl , she say wanna go pioneermall . so went off with her lur . now & home , and into posting . ha ha :X

I'm not in the wrong , I don't think I'm in the wrong . this god-damn-fuck place . ya la , all dead . everybody all die . left you , happy (?) yes , I admit I told mummy , but I didn't said it was you , ok . go ahead & blame me all you want . you once called me a fucking-lier . so , ya . whatever it is , swear all you want . die all you like . you'd ve left this place earlier , to prevent all this to start , agree ? well , I don't think I'm at fault . whatever it is . I won't bother anymore . everything shall end .

Monday, February 18, 2008 , 3:46 PM

Current Mood ; Bored , lifeless , I miss you .

Argh , wanted to post in schl . but , not sure what the fuck hpnd to the schl comp -.- hell , man . skip everything , hm mswong spoke to me after lsn :O wow . eh , please la hor . if you don't respect me , how do you expect me to respect you ? yea , the only reason my charcters are seemed alike to junli there 's only one reason to it . she's my goodfriend , my closefriend , we re one for all , all for one . ohwell , I'm tired of schl . ok , mswong all I got to tell now is that , my mother say whether or not to study , the decision lies on me . so if I'm really tired of studying , all I need to do it's to simply tell her that I don't wanna study , and it's a BYEBYE :/ and , this it's not only me that wants to change mathes tcher . even the whole class wants , alrite .

After schl , called eileen . she's home alr -.- wth . never mind she has to study lur . she still got common test tmr . I'm so free :O I won't be taking common test :/ cause , I don't want to . ha ha :X argh , time is passing so fast . 3days to crosscountry , 4days to CELYNlaogong's birthday , 5days to my birthday & class outing , 7days to making of ic :O lol , and , I'm still so slow in catching up :( give me hell , idiots . I'm tired , let me off ; please ? I'm dead alr , so dead . I'm so sick . I don't even have appetite to eat :S I need you , I need you , I need you . Yes , I ll be your baby :O yours only . I know you love me too .

:) NOSLEN UOYEVOLI

{ Going to the ARCADE :/ }

Sunday, February 17, 2008 , 6:00 PM

Current Mood ; Extremely down , I miss you badly , confused .

Let me be your someone , alrite ?
white.
You can't eat , you can't sleep , you can't weep when you love someone .
Feels extreme when you dream , and you scream when you love someone .
white.
If you feel that strong ,
can you see that , one .
white.
Let me be your ;
someone to hold you tight ,
someone to make you feel alrite .
white.
Everyday and night ,
I wish I was your someone .
white.

Let me be your someone , ll you ?

, 3:51 AM

Current Mood ; Sleepy , tired , confused .

HORNY alvin , I want a barney for birthdayyyyy :D

Ahkor , just hanged up . sianxzxz , he scolded me la . let's not talk about it :/ after thinking thru , I think he's right . ok , skip that .

Alvin ask me to go Yishun to look for him :X well , ya promised him to do so . most probably on friday la . together with eileen :) alvin's damn horny man . he's so desperate for sex , ohman . he said he would rape meeee :( lol , nah I don't think he dare . anw , was on msn with nelson just now . can see that he wasn't very please being with someone that he doesn't like . he even say , being with a girl you don't like will drive you crazy . {sigh} he's really suffering now :O cheerup alrites . I'm always here for you .

Argh , going to bed la , dey . I'm tired alr . I ll think about what ahkor had said . maybe ya , I'm stupid :(

Saturday, February 16, 2008 , 11:07 PM

Current Mood ; I've no mood , emotional .

A post that , means everything and could mean everthing to life .

I've finally undstd what this home is all about , I finally know how to express it . this place is ,
A PLACE FOR ME TO SLEEP .

This is not a home anymore , I feel bored when I'm here . I feel nothing . Daddy I'm tired , don't force me anymore .

YOU make me wanna stop going to schl .
YOU make me get tired of life .
YOU make me wanna turn left and end everything in life .
YOU make me hate you more & more .
YOU make me wanna leave this place .
YOU make me do things I never ll wanna do .
My life , YOU ve ruined it .

I ve failed being a guitarist , but I wanna strive hard . for my dream as a drummer . and , I hope I could .
If only the one that was supposed to be here was here . things can be so different . you should know you re the one . noslen . if only you re still mine . things can be so enjoyable . my birthday , I want you to be there . I love you .

What is life all about ?

, 10:42 PM

Current Mood ; Bored , sad , tired , confused ?

Samuel called me ard 3plus am in the morning :O trying to pass time , I guess :S but , why do people like sleeping in my phone ? laughoutloud . I remeber the times when , you and I was on the phone , laughing , talking , giggling , smiling , blushing thru the phone . when it suddenly went quiet and , you slowly fall asleep . I miss those times . I know you miss them too :X if only time could be turned back . I ll spend more time with you . I miss you :(

PICTURES ; we took these yesterdayyyy :O

In class , the rose don't mean anything

( I'm singleeeeeeeeeeee you see :X )

In bugis , with eileen . weeeets , we wore the same top & same colour of skinny :X

I still ll look at you :)

( purple stripped & red skinnys )

In the train la .

OURLOVE ; lyn & leen :O

FCUKYOU :X , teehee . eileen gets the credits .

This is aliff's piece of art , during science ; labsession :O

Just , with a blink of an eye . my birthday is just 7 days away . 9 days to making ic . and , 24days to my first month with JOYCELYN laogong :O

, 12:46 PM

Current Mood ; Sleepy , confused .

I'm here , posting for yesterday :)

Morning , went to schl as usual . met eileen :O she told me about kengan that PUBORKIA . walao , seriously damn dulan lor . nabeicb . then go for assembly alr . skip the rest :X after schl , went to eileen's house . wait for her to get changed . then walk to my place lur . got changed . then , off to penisula first :) teehee . she went to change the size of her skinny . as the sales person , gave her the wrong size :O after that , cabbed to bugis :) went to bugisjunction was supposed to catch a movie with her , but in the end never . cause , timing not flexible :( never mind , there ll sdtill be a nexttime . so , instead we went to take neoprints . all I can say is that , we both are so cute :X lalalalala , after that went to bugisstreet , left our things with maggie . went to eat , haven't eatten for the whole day , I'm so hungry then . went to lunch at mac . msged nelson , blablabla . then , he called me -.- unexpectedly lor . I feel so werid talking to him . but , he's still as nice as the last time . you re so special . so , ate at mac . after that felt like argh . nelson asked whether is it that I wasn't feeling well . yes , I wasn't feeling well lur . although I'm hungry , but everytime I see food . I've no appetite at all . shitman :( I never had my dinner lastnight . only if you re here . things can be so different . I miss you , I want you . you re so special :O

be back alrite ?

Friday, February 15, 2008 , 11:48 PM

Current Mood ; Sleepy , tired .

I won't be posting today due , to lazyness :X

But , still I wanna thank nelson for the afternoon , and evening with me . just now :O well , thank lot . didn't expect you'd call me . teehees . anw , you re special uhm . argh , tiredtired . was in bugis the whole day today :)

took neoprints with eileen , this is our first outing tgt . so memorable . but , still counting on :X withlove . pictures , we took ll be uploaded tmr :)

Sleeping alr :X reached home only ard 9plus pm . I'm so exhuasted after the shopping with you . I superlove today and , you toooooo . thanks eileen .

Thursday, February 14, 2008 , 10:44 PM

Current Mood ; I'm moodless , emotional .

It's valentine's day , I'm single ? :O

Computerapplication , after recess .

Show my your love , if since you claimed so .

Baby , you know I still love you . don't you ?

It's valentine's day ; I lovelovelove you people .

ASSHOLESDD - hilmi , juraimee , nazif , syed , syukri .

BELOVED - huiyu , nelson , samuelkang , weijie .

BROTHERS - clement , ivan , justin .

CANDYBABY - elaine .

CBK - bobby , jason , nicholas .

DADDDDDDDDY - singwei .

DARLING - jennyfer , maggie .

GIRLFRIEND - eileenchan , sally .

LAOGONG - felicia , joycelyn , june .

LISTENINGEAR - weibin .

MYLOVE - jinting .

SISTERS - cindy , diana , huitian , jasmine .

SPECIALLOVE - ainita , jeremy , jeremychua .

SUCKERS - andrewoh , anson , matthew .

SWEETHEART - huihui , junli , xiulinggggggg .

I wanna wish people , that re stated up there . I wanna wish them a happyvalentine's day :O

went to Bugis , right after schl . blablabla , lazy to blog la . to continue tmr :) lovelovelove . you know I love you .

, 11:57 AM

Current Mood ; In tears .

Posting in schl :x

HAPPYVALENTINE'S DAY , to all .
today was supposed to be a big day for everyone , a special one for loves ones . but , mine's super extremly special . why must it be like that ? after recess , was supposed to get changed with yeeteng . but , sadly wann says he can't find my computerapplication's workbook . so , went back to class to get my workbook :O but , sadly . while on the way back to computerlab , saw mrsyed . standing there , looking at a dead bird . thank for mrsyed . that trusted me , asked me to get the deadbird , down to the garden . not only that , I was afraid . so , I asked the help from rosshani . to accompany me . so , while I was walking down . I was so afraid to look at the deadbird . and , I think this was all fated . I dropped the bird . I'm sorry . sorry , sorry . I cried throughout the whole walking of walking down . I can't even , I'm a failure of everything . I need someone to talk to . I killed a deadbird .

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 , 5:26 PM

Current Mood ; Unknown .

Took this in class :x
{ nicholas's says , slapme ; junli's says , lick me :O }

Eileen's my sweet valentine , I love her .

At fish&co. haha , it's love you know .

She mends a broken heart . lloves ;

Went to schl as usual , was supposed to have temperature taking today , but I forgot to bring the damnfucking , temometer -.- lame siol . so after sister took her temperature , quickly she passed it to me . took the first time was 37.6 ; was like normal temperature la :O but , mswong insisted it was high . and was asked to take agn . lame , then was 37.5 lol , don't see much difference leh . then was asked to take agn . fuck siol , so never mind ; took agn , 37.1 and , yes she finally recorded and walked away . thank god -.- laughoutloud . then was followed by reading , shit . as usual never bring book . asked from matthew , don't have . andrewoh , boh leh . andrewlau , meiyou la . lame , then asked xiaoqing , yes . at least she has a readder's digest . lol . didn't really read la , talking most of the time :x very quickly time passed . went back to class , was ebs '3periods . damn it , ok never mind . the class was actually restless . due to phobia of physical edu , lame . today was ; 6carparks , 2outsde schl , 6carparks . lame man , but I surrender 1/2 was thru my second round :) heh , no stamina to run la , dey . and , 9 more days to or cross-country run , 10 more days to my birthday , 12 more days , to making of ic . -.- time are like passing so quickly . let's stop talking about schl , after schl met sister , walked to gekpoh , to get my green contactlens , then cabbed to jurongpoint ; wanted to lunch at pizzahut , but fuckingly to say , they're customerservice suck bigtime , so instead we went to fish&co . wow can ; I'm sure I ll go there no lunch agn in no time , man . got valentine's day balloon from eileen , so sweet . I love her , and after that strolled to schl for cca . damn that , I was alr fucking so tired and when I walked to schl , mystanley say , mrsyed ain't here , so no cca . fuck rights , to eileen walked with me home , and she went back herself . I miss her . I love eileenchanyiling , supersister . til die la . ccb , quanyang's a freako , I know you know that :)

Slut , if you wanna use cry to win over him . then cry me a river . I don't wish to put in names , but you should know who you re yourself eh .

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 , 3:53 PM

Current Mood ; Loved , isaned .

Eileen is at my house . Y

Dental todayyy :O

With fatihah , on dental mobilee :x

Ain , fatihah . they're loved , ok :)

I love you :)

I Y my sister :) eileenchan , pearlynchan . sweet .

After schl , went to block 673b . with 4/1 boys :O slack there awhl lur . ard 2plus pm . left with eileen , she's now in my house la . I super love her can , and I know she super love me too :x lalala , anw . junli wasn't in schl today . msged her never reply :( aw , matthew and andrew are bigbullys can :( andrew kept asking for my viceroy super mentol light :S argh , fuck . ha ha . and the most most most unbelievable thing is that , eileen and me . could smuggle thru cigarettes . went to block 700plus to buy cigarettes :x lala , but that ll be the last time la , no more smoking though . ha ha ! will post agn , tonight . I love you people la !

Monday, February 11, 2008 , 10:42 PM

Current Mood ; Crazy , confused .

Frankly speaking , I was smiling throughout the whole conversation with him . I know it ll be my turn soon . whatever , you won't undstd though . this mean alot , ok . ha ha , anw samuel owes me macdonals' } Y . weet , anw I've great time with alvin thought he's super horny la . :x ha ha , he says fuck me , so I fucked him back . and , ya . he's the real virginkiller , he loves sex more then I do , ok . I know you love me , I know you do . I've never changed my feelings for you , either has it faded away . I love you , I want you , I need you , I miss you , I fuck you . alrite , going sleep . he wants my hug . :O

, 3:16 PM

Current Mood ; Deadly , hell , tired , bored , down , siao .

I ♥ EILEENCHAN :/

Yeeteng ; cheerup alrites . I know this may be a very difficult reality to accept but , you ll still have to be strong , mydear . be yourself . we ll always love you , you're also a friend I appreciate . I ♥ you .

Ha ha . :x was bored so came here to blog , lala . just reached home , saw daddy bought this new i-con speakers . I love , love , love it . but , I still like the creative one more la . heh , thanks papa . anw , mummy wants to get another laptop . LOL , alr 7 laptops at home . but , to her it's never enough . as due to technologies changes , one is always better then another . :O laughoutloud . ha ha , first lsn was cpa today same bored thing la dey . nothing interesting lur . then followed by english mdmsuziela was a relief tcher today , phew . but I still think she's alrite . :x he he , then followed by mothertongue la , got back my exams paper . I was like wow . teeeeheeeeee , bobby scored higher then me , ok . fine never mind . got 5/50 for the first paper and , 15/20 for the second if am not wrong la . heh , but bobby scored 50/50 for the first paper the second paper didn't see la . lets skip schling stuff la . ok , straight away after schl , eileen and I followed nicholas to blog 700plus to buy something , damn he walk like as if he ll die in no time . -.- fuck lor . sicko , and ya . that's almost all to post , ll be going down to town with eileen on friday , looking forward to it la dey . anw shit there ll be gardening tmr . :/ wth . andandand , quanyang's contactlens colour are damn pretty . :x

i-con speakers . (:

Sunday, February 10, 2008 , 10:30 PM

Current Mood ; Gilar , misses him .

Went to bugis , sibehlor . Chiong taisui . After that went to Dhoby Ghuat ; Plazing singapura . Shop with mummy awhile , bought new laptop agn . :x I'm now looking forward to owning a N95 . :D

Daddy , mummy . Really , please don't force me to do things I don't wanna do , please . I'm really tired . Really , really tired . :O

Dhoby Ghaut .

Remiscence of you .

I miss you standing beside me , telling me you won't let go .

I'm not going for my commontest , cause there's no one to help me in mathes . He's not here , anymore . I've no one to go to . And , the percentage of my quitting schl is going up . I'm tired , I need time , but who ll be there for me ? I've no more YOU , I've absoultly nothing now . I'm a failure . I failed to keep you loving me . I miss you , really miss you . Everytime , I'm alone . You suddenly came up into my mind . Everytime , I'm waiting for the trains . I miss the times we spent from station , to station . Baby , be back ll you ? Cause , I can't stand this pain . Your beautiful memories still lingers and , I can't afford let them go . I need you . :O

, 1:11 AM

Current Mood ; Swing , moodless .

I Y Horny ; Samuelkang , eh go mac leh . :/ today , as I promised .
Ok , went down to a relative's house at tampines today . Hm , we were the lastest . :x as wasn't many people went down , due to today is the third day of cny and , wasn't supposed to do any visiting , and giving of angbaos . :O but , still we get la . Ha ha , gambled quite awhl , lost quite a sum of money , argh . But , add up to ytd's winning , didn't really lose . :O daddy and , mummy were both on the mahjong table la . Blackjackkkkkkkk . >< ok , slept awhl after gambling . Woke up for dinner . Went home ard 8plus pm . Hm , I'm having the urge to owning a N95 . And , I'll strive for it , alrite . A promise to myself , on my birthdayyyy . I want a N95 . :D hoho , and I'm sure to get it la . Geeeeeek . Shall end here . Will post some pictures tmr ; due to camera charger can't be found . :O

Saturday, February 9, 2008 , 9:47 AM

Current Mood ; Sleg , sour .

HAPPYBIRTHDAY , stephanie .
A super happybirthday to you , stephanie . Though we went thru good and bad times . It'll always be the best memories you gave me . I've never regretted having you . Anw , it's your fourteenth birthday today . May your wish come true and , this year to be smoothe and , most importantly properous la . HUATAH ; a happy chinese new year too .

XiaoBen ; I really don'tknow how to face you . Not that , you're no good , or what so ever . It's just that , you shud know I'm not that tiongxim type . Ganlaogong ; ganboyfriends . Please , it's not worth it . Go for your alicia , you're getting my life messed up , like what I've said , if me being with you , you ll left nelson off ; alrite , I be with you . But , I really don'tknow what you're up to . Try not to contact me , after this matter is sort off , our friendship shal call off . I just fell off , I really don'twanna go into relationship matters . I'm sorry , but this does not concerns nelson . I'm not worth you waiting .

, 3:03 AM

Current Mood ; Swing , emotional , can't hold on ; no more .

Love me once more ; will you boy .

I want nothing , but you . I ll still be yours .

Suddenly went emotional after reading , our memories . Was looking thru our past friendster comments , when I came across you writing you too love me , and don'twanna leave me . Unbearable tears just kept dripping ; I couldn'tstop , til now it's almost a month without you , but all I see is still you , boy . Your presence still lingers . I just cannot tell myself , or I just couldn'tbelieve that you're gone , I just don'tbelieve after a 5months relationship , you can just let go liddat . Though ya , I shudn't rake up the past , but it's the fact that , you ever once loved me . So , does by loving me agn kills ? I ll really want you back . You're still the one I belong to . You were my everything , like what due ; you're my everything , now that you're gone I've nothing . You're still my only . I ll never wanna give you up . You said decision lies on me , but you gave me up . You doted on my so much , halfway and you stop is all . I loved me so deep , that you can'ttake me up anymore ? I miss you much , just by not talking to you , kills . A mirror reflects that I'm alrite . But , does it reflects what's insd . I said I love money is all because , I wanna show you that I don'tcare whether you're here or not , but I just can'tuse money to cover you , if money is everything , I ll wanna use money to buy over pain . But , the fact is that money is not everything . I really need you . I miss you , I want you back . I know you know it too .

Thursday, February 7, 2008 , 2:42 AM

chinatown la :D

CHINATOWNNNNN:D

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