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Thursday, April 17, 2008 , 11:41 PM
Current Mood ; Numbed by this particular feeling .

Hold me , never let go . Baby , I love you .
Okay , I'm tired of baby mapling all day . But , how am I supposed to bring up to him ? I can't do anything to stop him from gamming right , I don't have the rights to interfere with his life . Sigh , he used to spend alr insufficient time with me , now that he's to obessed with maple , things get worst . We both are alr v quiet in phones previously , now its getting no better , all he asked was ; what are you doing ? & claiming that he's tired , sometimes even call just to sleep . D , sometimes I really don't undstd , just this morning that you msged me telling me that you'll spend more time with me , now that the night has come to an end , you don't even reply my msgs , when I alr shown you that I'm feeling sick & tired with you gamming , you don't even undstd how I feel . But , yet as a girlfriend , I can't do anything . We're like , so near yet so , far . Never mind it , I'll try & get use to it . Cause , I know I can't do anything to change your life , I only can change mine . I love you .
NEL , NEL , NEL , NEL .