Sigh , before I drown my comp agn , shall post a quick post then . I really , hate this fucking feeling . When I asked you , do I only appear when you're bored & vanish when you're not . You always claim that its , no . But , agn & agn you've proven me that I'm so wrong to believe & take your answer . But , why do I deserve this , you make me feel like , I'm always no good enough . I've alr tried my v best & put in all the efforts I've just to spend time with you , I'm doing all this for you , but all I get was pain . Fuck Maple , I want time alone .

Most probably going MIA . Don't contact me thru phone , I won't take calls (?) . Will see about it , I'm a let down I know . Don't put hopes in me . :)