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Monday, March 17, 2008 , 8:34 PM
Current Mood ; Mood swing .
XIAOPEAR :/
PEARLYN
QIANYI & PEARLYN :)
RAYKORH & PEARLYN
PLEASE ,
I just wanna be alone . I've finally know that , no one really undstd me & know me well enough , including you . Don't say things that you will when , you know things ll turn out differently . it's hurting me , but who can I go to ? -sigh , being pathetic , I'm tired really , I tend to can't stand out myself . I wanna be someone , that you can focus your attention on , you know I always wanna be the centre of attention , this isn't the first day you knew me . I'm always the one , wanting attention . yes , I know . but , somehow I just can bring yours to me . really , I'm sickkkkkkk of this , if only I can make life easier , things maybe different ? I don't know , I really don't .
You never know how it feels like being decived , cause you ve never gone thru it . once , twice & on , you hurt me agn & agn . I'm really getting sick & tired of this ongoings . when ll this going to end ? free me , will you ? with words you always ll express your love , but still actions speaks louder then words , we were supposed to be having the whole afternoon together , ended up . we both , went seprate ways . I've alr predicted this "sorry" you re gonna say . repreating times , agn & agn & agn & agn . like I've said before , don't promise me , if you know it won't turn out the way I expected . you told me , you ll be home early , I've alr guessed . 10 , 11 , 12 ? how early ? ha ha , you told me , not so late . but , what time is it now ? you still continue saying you ll be home alr , ll be home alr . please , I wasn't born lastnight . I really feel sorry for my own dumbness & stupidness , to go back from where I started crying agn . you re an utter disappointment . I swear , probably I'm only venting my angers , but I've never vented any on you . I don't wanna think anymore about the past . they hurt , really they do .
Jinting ,
Go ahead & continue your boxing , fucking , peeing , whatever it is ; I quit . though it may be fun to you . but , I sometimes agree with shaojun . you get into temper suddenly , please . I'm not your STEAD , I can't always give in .
XIAOPEAR :/
PEARLYN
QIANYI & PEARLYN :)
RAYKORH & PEARLYN
PLEASE ,
I just wanna be alone . I've finally know that , no one really undstd me & know me well enough , including you . Don't say things that you will when , you know things ll turn out differently . it's hurting me , but who can I go to ? -sigh , being pathetic , I'm tired really , I tend to can't stand out myself . I wanna be someone , that you can focus your attention on , you know I always wanna be the centre of attention , this isn't the first day you knew me . I'm always the one , wanting attention . yes , I know . but , somehow I just can bring yours to me . really , I'm sickkkkkkk of this , if only I can make life easier , things maybe different ? I don't know , I really don't .
You never know how it feels like being decived , cause you ve never gone thru it . once , twice & on , you hurt me agn & agn . I'm really getting sick & tired of this ongoings . when ll this going to end ? free me , will you ? with words you always ll express your love , but still actions speaks louder then words , we were supposed to be having the whole afternoon together , ended up . we both , went seprate ways . I've alr predicted this "sorry" you re gonna say . repreating times , agn & agn & agn & agn . like I've said before , don't promise me , if you know it won't turn out the way I expected . you told me , you ll be home early , I've alr guessed . 10 , 11 , 12 ? how early ? ha ha , you told me , not so late . but , what time is it now ? you still continue saying you ll be home alr , ll be home alr . please , I wasn't born lastnight . I really feel sorry for my own dumbness & stupidness , to go back from where I started crying agn . you re an utter disappointment . I swear , probably I'm only venting my angers , but I've never vented any on you . I don't wanna think anymore about the past . they hurt , really they do .
Jinting ,
Go ahead & continue your boxing , fucking , peeing , whatever it is ; I quit . though it may be fun to you . but , I sometimes agree with shaojun . you get into temper suddenly , please . I'm not your STEAD , I can't always give in .